Jan 09, 2005 23:11
I was outside tonight smoking and watching the world around me
A world that for a long time now has not seemed at all satisfing
But tonight It was peaceful
almost quiet
there were sounds of cars and planes and the sound of the wind rustling through the tree's but for once things seemed right
For Once I realized that there maybe hope for people because...
well not everyone hates right??
But everyone loves somebody, their mother their girlfriend, someone, This world is truly filled with love
maybe not everyone but there is love,
even in the darkest points of my life when I felt like nobody cared my heart still focused on those around me,
many night Ive sat with pills of a razor or a gun,
Ive felt lonely who doesnt, But never once did I give up, Ive always loved, close friends my family, Girlfriends
But love... love is scary cause those you love have the pwer to hurt you...
when you open your heart to someone they can make or break it,
Ive had heart breaks the sameas everyone has and for once I realize everything is not so bad,
Amy this Epiphany has come from you, Even in the darkest moments of our relationship you havent given up, I confessed something to you last night that is true and will never change, you have pulled me from a bad spot and taught me sooooo much, you taught me to love,
You taught me to push away opetty things and to see people for who they are and not what they do,
I love you for it
And to everyone else including u amy, Take at least a moment to think on this.
The world seems bad yes, but it's a beautiful place, where people live and interact, where people love and hate where people can just be themselves, no person is the same and to realize that you must first realize who you are, dont take an action of someones for granted good or bad, Its who they are. Learn to care and love them because you may be the only person they see, and in times of doubt you may be the person within whom they find trust and compassion,
This jist of this message is take and give love, Always now that no matter how bad things seem theres always somebody that love you and is there for you,
The world is a beautiful place, let's start treating it like one.