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Have you ever felt like your life became a train and you were headed toward a wall and had no choice cause you couldn't stop it???...that's how Ive felt all day, for some reason everything I said was wrong Everything I did was wrong...I care about you sooooo much and I don't want to lose you, but that choice is up to you. I dont even know what happened life just got shitty, well not actually life just a certain situation...GOD I CANT LET THINGS AFFECT ME LIKE THIS... Is this just another heart Ive broken or maybe a piece out of mine again? I wish I would learn to not fuck shit up... For you I'd do anything just to make you happy, hear you tell me that your proud of me... That's how I feel Coheed explains it well but they also have another saying that maybe passes through my head all too often...Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops