Jan 30, 2006 17:34
Have you ever felt so alone in a crowded room? Have you ever been having a great time and then out of nowhere, get this feeling of pure and utter sadness. You could be having the best times with the best people in the world and it just means nothing because you feel so empty inside.
Sometimes no matter how hard you try, things sometimes don't go your way. Sometimes they just seem like they are going to be the worse days of your life. Then someone forgets to tell you something or you just simply remember how hard things and your day gets even worse. Things aren't always suppose to be perfect and happy. But why is it that whenever you want it to be good, no matter how hard you try, life kicks you in the stomach when your laying on the ground. It's those days that make you stronger but when you are going through them, they are the worse days you could possible have. Why does it all have to bad at one time. Can't it just be a little bit of a mix for once?
God after all I have gone through in my life can't I get a break and be happy for longer than a week!?