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I bought pants! And I bought a long cleavage-y top thingy!
The pants are a tiny bit big but the next size down was way too small. Stupid sizes. I'm a bit depressed that I need a size bigger than I did 6 months ago but at least I can now breathe and I don't look like an overstuffed sausage.
I really need to stop indulging myself with coke and candy and all this fatty food. But it's not our fault the best chips/fries in town are sold just at the end of the street. *headdesk* But yeah, trying on clothes is the most depressing thing in the world. Especially pants. I hate pants. I hate my big fat belly. I hate my lumpy bottom. I hate having my period and being all bloated and cranky. I hate not looking like I think I do. I hate skinny bitches (except you guys) and snotty sales girls and never finding anything in my size. Not even shoes because I have gigantic feet. (I saw those really cool shoes and they of course didn't have them in my size. *grumbles*)
But I love my new pants and long cleavage-y top thingy. And you all. And chocolate. Even if it's evil. *headdesk*
The pants are a tiny bit big but the next size down was way too small. Stupid sizes. I'm a bit depressed that I need a size bigger than I did 6 months ago but at least I can now breathe and I don't look like an overstuffed sausage.
I really need to stop indulging myself with coke and candy and all this fatty food. But it's not our fault the best chips/fries in town are sold just at the end of the street. *headdesk* But yeah, trying on clothes is the most depressing thing in the world. Especially pants. I hate pants. I hate my big fat belly. I hate my lumpy bottom. I hate having my period and being all bloated and cranky. I hate not looking like I think I do. I hate skinny bitches (except you guys) and snotty sales girls and never finding anything in my size. Not even shoes because I have gigantic feet. (I saw those really cool shoes and they of course didn't have them in my size. *grumbles*)
But I love my new pants and long cleavage-y top thingy. And you all. And chocolate. Even if it's evil. *headdesk*