055: Rebuilding
Although everything was going so well, out of nowhere something... bad came.
I have been in, and still am in, Von's library for a long time... it seems longer given the hours here. Even so it seems like only a moment ago that it happened to me. But I do not want to stay there in that memory... and Von is so sweet, that I am hopefully getting better again. Worse things have happened to others, and they've gotten up again, so I can only follow their example.
It is not really a moment too soon, as I do want to be at Shrikari and Memory Keeper Judas' wedding, even if it is just for a moment. I am worried too many people will panic me... but I do want to show my face at the event when it happens.
My own wedding... I think Von and I will wait a little longer. It has not really been discussed since so much has happened, but we cannot have it until after my soul mod... and I cannot have that until The Four allow me.
I think I live with Von now, in his library. There were not really any plans for that until after the wedding either, but since... I just do not wish to return to the house again. Then again, perhaps I do not... Von, you do not mind my moving in?
I am trying to remember everything Lucius taught me after the kidnapping... as well as things Sheridon has taught me over the years... It is a little hard though, when I feel unclean.
I have been in, and still am in, Von's library for a long time... it seems longer given the hours here. Even so it seems like only a moment ago that it happened to me. But I do not want to stay there in that memory... and Von is so sweet, that I am hopefully getting better again. Worse things have happened to others, and they've gotten up again, so I can only follow their example.
It is not really a moment too soon, as I do want to be at Shrikari and Memory Keeper Judas' wedding, even if it is just for a moment. I am worried too many people will panic me... but I do want to show my face at the event when it happens.
My own wedding... I think Von and I will wait a little longer. It has not really been discussed since so much has happened, but we cannot have it until after my soul mod... and I cannot have that until The Four allow me.
I think I live with Von now, in his library. There were not really any plans for that until after the wedding either, but since... I just do not wish to return to the house again. Then again, perhaps I do not... Von, you do not mind my moving in?
I am trying to remember everything Lucius taught me after the kidnapping... as well as things Sheridon has taught me over the years... It is a little hard though, when I feel unclean.