Its a beautiful day in the neighborhood.
Work beat the hell out of me today, I was the only person on grill and we were slammed.
Ive been having the wierdest dreams lately...So I borrowed Natalies dream dictionary to help me understand what all of that effed up shit means. Thank you miss Prystup(did I spell that right?).Haha.
So yeahhhhh just when things were looking up, they go right back down into the dumps.
Everything is stressing me out ..EVERYTHING! I would like to for once post in this ridiculous journal, atleast something positive about my life. I will get to that though maybe.
Im pissed because the highschool is lame and is fucking me over. Its bad enough I was suppossed to graduate last year, then graduate in January but because of court I couldnt take nightschool so now I have to stay until may or whatever.
The shitty thing is, I still have to take nightschool classes and just in this new semester I have missed 2 and a half weeks of school, Yeah I made up all that work but I am so absent minded and irresponsible that I forget my work. And I got sewing class...why?
I hate school, I HATE IT, I cannot do it, not anymore, I dont care if you can get up everyday and go all day, I cant. I come in during maybe second hour and leave at 4th or 5th. Or I just dont go at all.
I need to change that really fast.
So next month I will have no life until school gets out, going to day school , work, nightschool.
Another shitty thing is I am on prohbation for 9 months now..and I have to pay, not 1000, but 1700$!!!!
FOR WHAT? KICKING A CAR DOOR TWICE? Yeahh fuck monroe.
And whats better is, if I violate my prohbation, I go to jail for 45 days, again, for kicking a car door twice, let alone my so called boys that took part in fucking that car up blamed it on me anyways.
I cant even spend my paychecks on myself for 3 months. Because I have 3 months to pay 1000$ while I make 6.75$ an hour. Then I have 4 more months to pay the 700$ which isnt as bad. So much for going out to buy some new clothes, since mine all have been stolen?
WHO THE FUCK STEALS CLOTHES? What is wrong with this generation, you boys are like a bunch of fucking girls, man. Dont forget to paint your nails and curl your hair while your sporting my clothes you faggets.
So yeahhh, my life has turned to shit again.
Not to mention im having no luck with the ladies, its like , when im in a long term relationship, girls are all tryin to get up on my nuts, then im single and its like yeah thats just craig. Just craig!
Most of the downriver girls are scenee and all look alike. Im sick of downriver. Instead of trying to be mr.downriver, or being more scene then everyone else like its a competition, be your fucking self, this goes for all the scenes.
Whenever I date someone again, whenever the hell that will be, when someone decides to take interest, its not going to be a scene girl. I need someone original.
Nowwww I am looking forward to rocking out with ethan and mikeeeeeeee thursday!
Ive been having the wierdest dreams lately...So I borrowed Natalies dream dictionary to help me understand what all of that effed up shit means. Thank you miss Prystup(did I spell that right?).Haha.
So yeahhhhh just when things were looking up, they go right back down into the dumps.
Everything is stressing me out ..EVERYTHING! I would like to for once post in this ridiculous journal, atleast something positive about my life. I will get to that though maybe.
Im pissed because the highschool is lame and is fucking me over. Its bad enough I was suppossed to graduate last year, then graduate in January but because of court I couldnt take nightschool so now I have to stay until may or whatever.
The shitty thing is, I still have to take nightschool classes and just in this new semester I have missed 2 and a half weeks of school, Yeah I made up all that work but I am so absent minded and irresponsible that I forget my work. And I got sewing class...why?
I hate school, I HATE IT, I cannot do it, not anymore, I dont care if you can get up everyday and go all day, I cant. I come in during maybe second hour and leave at 4th or 5th. Or I just dont go at all.
I need to change that really fast.
So next month I will have no life until school gets out, going to day school , work, nightschool.
Another shitty thing is I am on prohbation for 9 months now..and I have to pay, not 1000, but 1700$!!!!
FOR WHAT? KICKING A CAR DOOR TWICE? Yeahh fuck monroe.
And whats better is, if I violate my prohbation, I go to jail for 45 days, again, for kicking a car door twice, let alone my so called boys that took part in fucking that car up blamed it on me anyways.
I cant even spend my paychecks on myself for 3 months. Because I have 3 months to pay 1000$ while I make 6.75$ an hour. Then I have 4 more months to pay the 700$ which isnt as bad. So much for going out to buy some new clothes, since mine all have been stolen?
WHO THE FUCK STEALS CLOTHES? What is wrong with this generation, you boys are like a bunch of fucking girls, man. Dont forget to paint your nails and curl your hair while your sporting my clothes you faggets.
So yeahhh, my life has turned to shit again.
Not to mention im having no luck with the ladies, its like , when im in a long term relationship, girls are all tryin to get up on my nuts, then im single and its like yeah thats just craig. Just craig!
Most of the downriver girls are scenee and all look alike. Im sick of downriver. Instead of trying to be mr.downriver, or being more scene then everyone else like its a competition, be your fucking self, this goes for all the scenes.
Whenever I date someone again, whenever the hell that will be, when someone decides to take interest, its not going to be a scene girl. I need someone original.
Nowwww I am looking forward to rocking out with ethan and mikeeeeeeee thursday!