Rant.
Feeling kind of "stream of consciousness" ranty today.
Realizing quickly how much I'm just sick of this god damned forsaken state I live in. Aside from a couple of local furs, and playing MtG at the hobby shop once in awhile, I have -zero- social interaction. It seems like everyone that used to be "friends" want nothing to do with me these days. And now, with the bullshit I have to deal with at work, like getting screwed out of raises and the like, even my "great job" doesn't feel worth it anymore. I can't afford to go do stuff, there's no longer a local furry scene, there's nothing left for me here. Just work, come home, snuggle with Dashie for an hour before he takes off, then go to bed.
Just feeling stuck, hopeless, alone, and bored... like every time something "good" comes along, it has to either cost me something better, or comes with a price.
I wish, more often than not, that I had never moved back, because truly there is nothing here for me.
Realizing quickly how much I'm just sick of this god damned forsaken state I live in. Aside from a couple of local furs, and playing MtG at the hobby shop once in awhile, I have -zero- social interaction. It seems like everyone that used to be "friends" want nothing to do with me these days. And now, with the bullshit I have to deal with at work, like getting screwed out of raises and the like, even my "great job" doesn't feel worth it anymore. I can't afford to go do stuff, there's no longer a local furry scene, there's nothing left for me here. Just work, come home, snuggle with Dashie for an hour before he takes off, then go to bed.
Just feeling stuck, hopeless, alone, and bored... like every time something "good" comes along, it has to either cost me something better, or comes with a price.
I wish, more often than not, that I had never moved back, because truly there is nothing here for me.