Mind removal.
I need to see lots of movies.
Clerks 2, Lady in the Water, My Super Ex-Girlfriend...
I'm considering just getting out of the house tonight and seeing all 3 of them. It'll get my mind off things, that's for sure...
So, both of my prospective housing opportunities fell through before I even got to meet them and see the places. Too late, already found someone to take the space.
I'm getting more and more worried that it's going to take something drastic to pull this off.
What's going on here anyways? First, I almost move to Las Vegas, end up staying here... Makes me want to cut my losses and just move somewhere far away. Delaware? (lots of awesome new friends there) Alabama? (My Dad and sisters who I never really got to know)
I have this fear of uprooting, though...I finally have a great job that I love, and of course my Mom and best friends live here too. Too bad it's TOO FUCKING EXPENSIVE to live here...it's like central MD is some sort of paycheck vortex... a gaping, fleshy maw that feeds silently on otherwise healthy bank accounts.
Oh, but Baltimore is cheap! I could live on my own there without too much trouble! Good thing I have a severely underdeveloped sense of self-preservation. You know, so I won't mind too much when I get assraped with a crackpipe for my empty wallet. Drastic times call for drastic measures, right?
It might come down to me throwing all my stuff back in storage and relying on kind friends with some extra space and a love for cats.
Hopefully it doesn't come to that.
Clerks 2, Lady in the Water, My Super Ex-Girlfriend...
I'm considering just getting out of the house tonight and seeing all 3 of them. It'll get my mind off things, that's for sure...
So, both of my prospective housing opportunities fell through before I even got to meet them and see the places. Too late, already found someone to take the space.
I'm getting more and more worried that it's going to take something drastic to pull this off.
What's going on here anyways? First, I almost move to Las Vegas, end up staying here... Makes me want to cut my losses and just move somewhere far away. Delaware? (lots of awesome new friends there) Alabama? (My Dad and sisters who I never really got to know)
I have this fear of uprooting, though...I finally have a great job that I love, and of course my Mom and best friends live here too. Too bad it's TOO FUCKING EXPENSIVE to live here...it's like central MD is some sort of paycheck vortex... a gaping, fleshy maw that feeds silently on otherwise healthy bank accounts.
Oh, but Baltimore is cheap! I could live on my own there without too much trouble! Good thing I have a severely underdeveloped sense of self-preservation. You know, so I won't mind too much when I get assraped with a crackpipe for my empty wallet. Drastic times call for drastic measures, right?
It might come down to me throwing all my stuff back in storage and relying on kind friends with some extra space and a love for cats.
Hopefully it doesn't come to that.