Muse Channel - 29/11/06 - Silence is a text easy to misread.
I never told Logan that I slept with Alec. I just didn't deny it - I told him I couldn't deny it, and he came to his own conclusions. It wasn't one of Logan's finer moments - me hittin' it with Alec of all people? That's just stupid - c'mon, it's Alec we're talkin' about here. As if.
Anyway, at the time, it seemed like the right thing to do. What you gotta understand is that we'd just had a brush with the virus that Manticore tricked up inside of me. Again. A single touch is all it takes. What was I supposed to do, keep risking his life? It was too hard, being around him, without being able to touch him, always keepin' my distance, to make sure I couldn't accidentally brush up against him... and I don't even wanna think about what might happen if I went into heat around him.
So I told him I couldn't do it anymore, I couldn't see him, be near him. So when he asked me to deny that I'd been with Alec, I gave him silence, knowing that he'd misread it. I thought it would be better if he didn't wanna see me. Breaking his heart was the hardest thing I've ever had to do... Being away from him, I feel like a part of me is missing. But I'll live with this emptiness forever if I've gotta, if it means Logan is safe.
Fandom: Dark Angel
Muse: Max Guevara / X5-452
Prompt: Silence is a text easy to misread.
Words: 243
Anyway, at the time, it seemed like the right thing to do. What you gotta understand is that we'd just had a brush with the virus that Manticore tricked up inside of me. Again. A single touch is all it takes. What was I supposed to do, keep risking his life? It was too hard, being around him, without being able to touch him, always keepin' my distance, to make sure I couldn't accidentally brush up against him... and I don't even wanna think about what might happen if I went into heat around him.
So I told him I couldn't do it anymore, I couldn't see him, be near him. So when he asked me to deny that I'd been with Alec, I gave him silence, knowing that he'd misread it. I thought it would be better if he didn't wanna see me. Breaking his heart was the hardest thing I've ever had to do... Being away from him, I feel like a part of me is missing. But I'll live with this emptiness forever if I've gotta, if it means Logan is safe.
Fandom: Dark Angel
Muse: Max Guevara / X5-452
Prompt: Silence is a text easy to misread.
Words: 243