please help me....

[felineaddict]

i can't believe that almost 7 months to the day, i am going through this again. i know i am doing the right thing for my baby Spike, but why does it have to hurt so friggin much? with only 10% of his kidney function left, and barely eating any food since Saturday (he has been given subcutaneous fluids to give him nourishment), i know that the quality of his life must suck right now. he always loved to eat, which is evidenced in pictures. we had 12 great years together buddy. i will miss you more than words can express. i didn't post this to garner any sympathy, but more as a way to vocalize how much i'm hurting right now, and to kind of pay him a tribute.



I feel so bad for my tabitha who is going to miss him dearly. i wish i could vocalize to her that i'm doing what's best for him. :(



he was SO tolerant...