Mar 21, 2003 08:27
Kamasutra-Boy gave us an interesting sex speech. From oral sex as to his theory of why some people are really-really hyper and others are boring as death. Hilarious ^-^;; He should write a journal about it. *giggles*
Later on Hentai-Boy asked me why I didn't like my body so much. Duh! Because of all the hideous scars I have!
He thought about it for a while and then he told me that there were some guys that thought that I was cute! @.X
"Really, one guy even told me that he could have never thought that U could have such a nice proportions."
@.X!!
It was yesterday. I was feeling sort of crappy and decided to put on some nice clothes and the boots my big brother got me. I decided to ignore the shape of my skin and put on a mini-skirt and a semi-transparent tight blouse. I thought people would get scare not the other way around.
Of course, Hentai-Boy might say THAT just to cheer me up... Nah. He wont dare to lie to me. He knows I wont forgive him if he does.
But right now I'm really hurt. Naughty Boy hurt me in a very cruel way and I don't know what I'm gonna do about it. The worst thing is... that I think he doesn't know he hurt me. He said what he said without thinking. Now I have to decide if and how I'm gonna let him know.
Life is a mess... because I made a mess out of it.