Jan 23, 2010 22:52
I feel like Ive been trapped in a house my whole life, never experiencing anything, I've never been to a party. Other than shannons new years thing. But I mean a real party. I want to get wasted and party all night and fuck my life straight up. I wake up every day and I feel like somethings crawling under my skin. I want to constantly go out. And just to get it out of the way. I smoke cigarettes. Let the anger begin now. Or dont care. Either ones cool. I want to turn into a heartless douche that says whats on her mind, or does whatever she wants, when the mood strikes. I have no clue whats going through my head. Fuck.
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