I'm so tired, of this bulls***, baby..

[felidae5]

Guess Marc Gillespie said it best. I'm fed up of this sexist, self-absorbed, ignorant shallow waste of human genes I work with. Now, don't get me wrong, not all are like that -sadly enough, those with the most influence are. So now I'm a lazy, back-talking, incompetent, clumsy ditz with a serious attitude problem whose favourite pasttime is to be

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[felidae5]

Sorry, didn't want to unsettle you. it's just..I basically got no one to back me up. My next relatives are my grandma(90) and my aunt, who spends half her time abroad or in hospital if she's not working her fingers off. My brother and family live halways across the country, both are working and since my nice just hit the Terrible Two they're both too wound up and exhausted to be of great help, either.
It's just..I've been literally holed up on this good-forsaken cellar-turned-crafting-turned-living room I call my home for almost five years straight. everytime I get new neighbours they seem to be dumber than the previous. Since four years straight I've been trying to explain things to these bumbling, worthless, stupefingly superficial scum suckers, but do I actually get anyone to recognize that this entire situation is gradually making me more and more depressed? Noo, I'm just a "quitter" wimp", "waif" and what not more. If any of these cumcumber brains would have to spend two weeks in this oversized cardbox that is oh so frankly being labeled as living quarters, they'd probably go nuts or shoot themselves..
Again, I'm ranting. It's just..I feel like everything is crumbling to dust around me, and I can fight as I want, I can't get it to work again.

On a different note, thank you again for the Wallace-tweet reminder. I'll actually have to consider it...
Thanks for the support; even if it's from overseas, it's still nice to know that someone cares*hugs* Take care of yourself and your loved ones, you hear?

Felidae