Jul 12, 2005 01:14
Im so god damned irritated right now.
I know I shouldn't live my life to please others but the people I care about I would like to make happy. It seems like I can't even keep the people close to me happy. I can't even explain the frustration Im feeling right now. However, I can tell you it's mixed with some feeling of failure. Thats a horrible feeling. Its been a year since graduation and I still work with the city and I haven't found something worth moving on to. Another word I would use would be regression. Thats another horrible feeling. I'm more interested in PROgression. I'm stumped! What is my next step?