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Thoroughly enjoying my car and getting far less nervous using it. The more I drive, the more places I drive, the more excited I am to be doing it.
I can't really write right now... I'm not in the frame of mind. Nothing I say will make much sense and I know that much. :)
I've had a long, long weekend. On Friday night while I was hanging out with Em (or, should I say, afterwards) I realized that I've finally gotten to the stage that I want to be at, emotionally. I liked her so much when I was fifteen and I let it take me over... and now, a few years later, we're still friends. And no, I still haven't kissed her, and yes, I still want to, purely for the curiosity factor because yes, I still do find her attractive. The best part is that now I'm secure enough with myself that I can feel that and not flip out over it.
Approaching 18, it's easier to see things in an objective way. I believe that it's a good thing.
I love the way Sam smells. It's a wonderful, musky-sweet sort of boy scent, and I can't get enough of it. I wish they would bottle it up and sell it.
I can't really write right now... I'm not in the frame of mind. Nothing I say will make much sense and I know that much. :)
I've had a long, long weekend. On Friday night while I was hanging out with Em (or, should I say, afterwards) I realized that I've finally gotten to the stage that I want to be at, emotionally. I liked her so much when I was fifteen and I let it take me over... and now, a few years later, we're still friends. And no, I still haven't kissed her, and yes, I still want to, purely for the curiosity factor because yes, I still do find her attractive. The best part is that now I'm secure enough with myself that I can feel that and not flip out over it.
Approaching 18, it's easier to see things in an objective way. I believe that it's a good thing.
I love the way Sam smells. It's a wonderful, musky-sweet sort of boy scent, and I can't get enough of it. I wish they would bottle it up and sell it.