summer is almost over- now what??
O my god. Summer is almost over. College is starting soon. And i don't want to go... I'm so nervous. Its not like i make friends easily. what if no one likes me? what if i flunk out? im never going to see any of my friends; ill be at school, the gym, dance, and working 30 hours a week. its gonna be so hard to have a life once the fall starts. tab is gonna be so far away and today she pointed out that she couldnt just randomly call me to hang out once school starts and she was like crying on the phone. ahhh i cant =/
ps- this sounds so freakin retarded, but i dont want to grow up. i thought i did... but not so sure anymore. i mean, this is the beginning of being an adult, and im not sure i can handle this. sure college is gonna be so much fun... but im not so ready. is anyone else feeling this way except for me??? help!
ps- this sounds so freakin retarded, but i dont want to grow up. i thought i did... but not so sure anymore. i mean, this is the beginning of being an adult, and im not sure i can handle this. sure college is gonna be so much fun... but im not so ready. is anyone else feeling this way except for me??? help!