::.:Just Som3 Thoughts:..::
Well today I talked to Justin and he was like so what are you doing next month and I was like umm I don’t know why and he said {why don’t you go to Prom with me} And I haven’t gave him a Answer yet so Umm.. I like him so much Im SO falling for him FAST!!.. Lordy Im scared I love being his Friend but Im to involved and too head over heels for him, but I couldn’t stand him with anyone but me I know I need to be with him, but on the other hand I don’t want to hurt him or me get hurt so. HELP. Anyways I have been and out of the hospital cus my papaw is sick. :( I just don’t understand how you can love someone so much and see the dying in front of you.. I pray everyday that God takes me instead of him but Its getting worse everyday but We all are hanging on. he has suffered Enough and we all understand but its VERRY hard all at the same time, I love him I don’t think I can take him not be here with me, Ever since I was little I have imagined him with me at my Graduation and wedding, I just want him to be proud of me and I want him there more than anything, he is just a wonderful papaw, Dad, Neighbor, Friend Everything.. So please keep him in your prayers....So today I spent half of the day with My cousin Vicky-family. So I had a pretty good time.. We went out to eat and all of that good stuff. Welp Im gonna go for now.. love ya all..
Felicia <3
Leave em!
When I get where I'm going
On the far side of the sky
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly
I'm gonna land beside a lion
And run my fingers through his mane
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here
I'm gonna walk with my grand daddyAnd he'll match me step for step
And I'll tell him how I missed him
Every minute since he left
Then I'll hug his neck
So much pain and so much darkness
In this world we stumble through
All these questions I can't answer
So much work to do
But when I get where I'm going
And I see my maker's face
and i'll stand forever i the light
Of his amazing grace
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
Hallelujah
I will love and have no fear
When I get where I'm going
Yeah when I get where I'm going
I love you Papaw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!