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As you all can see, I deleted all my journal entries. As I was reading them, I cried, laughed, and wondered what the hell I was thinking about ever being with trevor. Dude, now that I look at it, I don't see how I could put up with him or believe anything he said. See now I would much rather be alone then be with someone who made my life hell. Yes, I am a bitch. I'd rather tell the truth then lie to make people feel better. Eh, I went back to him wayy to many times and well I am just happy I am wayyyyy over him. I feel bad saying this. I am just sick of holding it in. I don't hate him, but he is not my most favorite person at this point in time.
Anyways like I said I cried and laughed through it all. Now I am just ready for a fresh start even though, I know for a fact that their is going to be drama in this and everything. It's not a normal journal if you don't have the drama.
I like someone. I am attracted to them, and he's one of those guys I know I won't ever be telling them that you like them, just because you know they won't talk to you anymore or they will feel uncomfortable talking to you. But see this is a situaiton where you don't know for a fact that they will have those feelings, and that they might actually like you too. Oh, well I'll just take my chances and see what won't happen.
Homecoming is coming up. I got my dress today. I don't even want to go to homecoming now. It seems so pointless and stupid. I bet you that when I go I'll have a great time. I always get this feeling before dances so I guess it's normal.
*I'm also so sick of school. Everyone in that school makes me want to kill myself and NO I am not exaggerating. I hate all the stuck up bitches. You know the ones that pretend to be your friend and then talk shit about you behind your back..lmao. Well the feelings mutual because I just pretend to be their friend and then later I talk shit about them, because I guess thats the cool thing to do in highschool.
I just came to realize why I hate livejournal so much. Now I'm crying. See what this shit does to me. God, I hate everything. I won't be updating anytime soon I don't think.
Anyways like I said I cried and laughed through it all. Now I am just ready for a fresh start even though, I know for a fact that their is going to be drama in this and everything. It's not a normal journal if you don't have the drama.
I like someone. I am attracted to them, and he's one of those guys I know I won't ever be telling them that you like them, just because you know they won't talk to you anymore or they will feel uncomfortable talking to you. But see this is a situaiton where you don't know for a fact that they will have those feelings, and that they might actually like you too. Oh, well I'll just take my chances and see what won't happen.
Homecoming is coming up. I got my dress today. I don't even want to go to homecoming now. It seems so pointless and stupid. I bet you that when I go I'll have a great time. I always get this feeling before dances so I guess it's normal.
*I'm also so sick of school. Everyone in that school makes me want to kill myself and NO I am not exaggerating. I hate all the stuck up bitches. You know the ones that pretend to be your friend and then talk shit about you behind your back..lmao. Well the feelings mutual because I just pretend to be their friend and then later I talk shit about them, because I guess thats the cool thing to do in highschool.
I just came to realize why I hate livejournal so much. Now I'm crying. See what this shit does to me. God, I hate everything. I won't be updating anytime soon I don't think.