yeah...
okay so the past 2 weeks have been hell...no matter wat...no matter how good things "seem" to be...they just end up getting worse.
i honestly dont know how i manage it. the constent state of confusion is all ive been living in. i cant sleep, im constently tired, i cant seem to shake these resless thoughts away, and it sucks. ive never felt this way before.
mind games SUCK. people are starting to suck. and the lifes just going the wrong way. i cant seem to make the right choices anymore and am finding it harder and harder every day to be the normal happy person i generally am. being alone is not a fear anymore...its a wish i am counting on to help me figure things out.
its hard to feel happy when emtions and feelings keep on getting involved and "drama" just seems to be around every conner i turn, and i can't handle it.
so in case anyone see's the need to make life a little bit more difficult at the moment...im sorry in advance...because these days...everyones seems to be placing ALL the unessicery blame on me. [im not saying i dont desearve it...im just saying everyone does. dont blame it on one person]
and oh yeah...figure things out...be for you hurt anymore peopele.
i honestly dont know how i manage it. the constent state of confusion is all ive been living in. i cant sleep, im constently tired, i cant seem to shake these resless thoughts away, and it sucks. ive never felt this way before.
mind games SUCK. people are starting to suck. and the lifes just going the wrong way. i cant seem to make the right choices anymore and am finding it harder and harder every day to be the normal happy person i generally am. being alone is not a fear anymore...its a wish i am counting on to help me figure things out.
its hard to feel happy when emtions and feelings keep on getting involved and "drama" just seems to be around every conner i turn, and i can't handle it.
so in case anyone see's the need to make life a little bit more difficult at the moment...im sorry in advance...because these days...everyones seems to be placing ALL the unessicery blame on me. [im not saying i dont desearve it...im just saying everyone does. dont blame it on one person]
and oh yeah...figure things out...be for you hurt anymore peopele.