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well, its been forever since ive updated, so i'm going to try.
Not too much has been going on. Tomorrow i'm going to Ryan's house at 7 and we're going to San Fransisco for the 49er game. Im sure they'll be crushed, but at least i get to go, right? RIGHT! I think me and Britta are doing good, but it's hard to tell these days. She's REALLY confusing. Right now i'm getting mixed signals from her. Sometimes i think she hates me and could live her entire life without knowing i exist. Other times i think she likes me, but i dont know. I dont know what i would do without her, i know i would live, but it would take awhile to get back to normal, or as close as i can too it. I really love her and i would do anything for her. But what's the use of saying all this in the journal, no one reads them, no one gives a shit about them. Im also having some troubles with Ashley. I was SO pissed when her jessie and audrey took my spot in the limo and left me and ryan stuck in sacramento. That was f-to the k-ed up. I've been trying to talk to her about it, but she just kind of ignores me and doesnt seem to care i'm even talking to her. Im losing it.
So say goodbye to the vows you take
and say goodbye to the life you make
and say goodbye to the hearts you break
and all the cyanide you drank.
mark
Not too much has been going on. Tomorrow i'm going to Ryan's house at 7 and we're going to San Fransisco for the 49er game. Im sure they'll be crushed, but at least i get to go, right? RIGHT! I think me and Britta are doing good, but it's hard to tell these days. She's REALLY confusing. Right now i'm getting mixed signals from her. Sometimes i think she hates me and could live her entire life without knowing i exist. Other times i think she likes me, but i dont know. I dont know what i would do without her, i know i would live, but it would take awhile to get back to normal, or as close as i can too it. I really love her and i would do anything for her. But what's the use of saying all this in the journal, no one reads them, no one gives a shit about them. Im also having some troubles with Ashley. I was SO pissed when her jessie and audrey took my spot in the limo and left me and ryan stuck in sacramento. That was f-to the k-ed up. I've been trying to talk to her about it, but she just kind of ignores me and doesnt seem to care i'm even talking to her. Im losing it.
So say goodbye to the vows you take
and say goodbye to the life you make
and say goodbye to the hearts you break
and all the cyanide you drank.
mark