Nov 13, 2005 23:34
im so tired all the time and i dont understand why....i sleep just as much as anybody that i work with if not more and im still tired all the time...then i push myself at work and i just get more tired and my tiredness continues....
i think im wearing out and i dont get it.
i slept til 11 today. i didnt wake up at all before that which is real strange for me.
i dont want to be unable to move tomorrow i need to be energetic. g lad i only have 3 days before my next day off and then maybe only 2 or 3 days after that before my next
damnit
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i cost sean a lot of gas last night i was drunk (not really) and i couldnt think at all i was useless and got us lost multiple times on easy directions to this guy's house. bought two HM-2's. maybe selling one to andrewboy. 50 bucks each not bad they're amazing.
my days off are useless
i didnt do anything really besides play guitar, video games, supper with family and watched about 30 minutes of tv and now the day is over im going to bed in a few minutes for work mornings. it seemed as long as my after-work hours..
its a whole rather unsatisfying arrangement. this had better pay off or im fucking off and taking the money i saved and going somewhere haha i will and come back when that money is gone. not sure it would get me very far anyway. maybe i wouldnt do that maybe i would just work at the iga. i doubt that, though. id probably just not get out of bed for a long time.
i could kind of go for that right now. let me lie in bed for 3 days and i should feel better. well let me lie in bed when i want and lounge around as i want and then back to work i bet i would feel swell. just thinking about it does that. good
hahaogb
im hungry and i keep eating things but they dont help why