FINALS GAHH
So it is finals week which means that I am completely stressed out and tired and just oh so exausted. I have finished two finals which means that I only have four more to go. This is good news because it means that this semester is almost over, however it also means that I have to pass these finals before that time will come. I am just feeling really lonely right now. Like all the relationships I have made are taking too much out of me. every person has taken a piece of me but has forgotten to put something back in. It's not just the friendships that are doing it to me though, because I feel so unwanted and deformed. Why is it that there are girls on our campus who can have a different boyfriend every month and I havn't been in a relationship since the summer going into 9th grade? What is so wrong with me that guys automatically go for my friends instead of me? I went through this last year as well and I still don't know what it is. My looks, personality, am I just not what these guys are looking for? I just want to curl into a ball in a corner and never come out ever again. I am not looking for some self pity here I just really want to know what is wrong with me?