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I am thoroughly depressed. I look stupid in my new glasses. What the hell was i thinking?! Grrrr!
i am also fucking fed up of being at home, i love my parents but i want to go back to Reading sooooooooooooo badly! I don't fit in here anymore and its quite upsetting, ive realised that everyone has moved on and i things are different. Also my hair is being a bitch, i got really upset earlier and got really tempted to cut it myself.
I have such bad luck, my life is like one big comedy that people laugh at.
Going into central london tomorrow :( i hate walking around oxford street looking like someone who has special needs following her fashionable beautiful friends around. Woe, i also hate it because when we go shopping nothing looks good on me.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
I fucking hate being the ugly one all the bloody time, people have no idea how horrible it is.
i am also fucking fed up of being at home, i love my parents but i want to go back to Reading sooooooooooooo badly! I don't fit in here anymore and its quite upsetting, ive realised that everyone has moved on and i things are different. Also my hair is being a bitch, i got really upset earlier and got really tempted to cut it myself.
I have such bad luck, my life is like one big comedy that people laugh at.
Going into central london tomorrow :( i hate walking around oxford street looking like someone who has special needs following her fashionable beautiful friends around. Woe, i also hate it because when we go shopping nothing looks good on me.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
I fucking hate being the ugly one all the bloody time, people have no idea how horrible it is.