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[feketszeret]

"You know what I like most about you, Madelyn? I've been thinking a lot about this for the last couple of hours, and talking to Stephanie about it because it's a rather big deal. What I like most about you isn't how comfortable I am with you, or how amazing you make me feel, or how passionate we can be together. What I like most is that you force me to look at life from angles I'd never have considered before. You obviously are aware that I'm a thinker, but you constantly have me reeling. And typically I'd grasp onto something familiar, something I understand. But you make me feel like every aspect of my life is something I have never experienced before. Not to say that the experiences I have with you are new, but you've helped me look at them from a new angle. Does that make sense? Not to compare myself to a child, but I feel like what I'm trying to say is connected to that "child's sense of wonder." Where the world is so vast and expansive, and what I knew about it prior to you was only microscopic. Remember when I told you that I think you're beautiful on the inside, the outside, the upside, the downside, the lopside.. Well those are all the rotations I'm seeing now, because I understand how to see it all that way. It goes beyond you too though. I mean, this isn't to say that if you weren't around, I wouldn't continue feeling this way. I most certainly would because I understand how to now. But it's much better with you around so I can discuss all the new angles with which I'm experiencing the world around me, and so you can tell me your opinions of my opinions and we interconnect even more.

Am I rambling? I meant this to be more profound than a ramble. But I feel like you'll understand it all. And agree.

I love you. With all of my spleen, because a heart is too cliche."