life now
Life at this point in time is almost perfect. Its still hectic but I can deal with that. School is almost over then its back to working two jobs, babysitting, and getting ready for college applications in the fall. This summer I have to visit Albion, the college I want to go to. The family is going on our camping trip again, which means Heather and I share a tent, yell at Michael, and take stupid pictures. New summer, new boyfriend. This will be waaaaay better than last summer because Dan isn't an ass like Nick was. Nick is leaving June 20th for the Army, then his mother and I can see eachother more. I'll be happy when that happens. I hope he doesn't get shipped out right away, and then again I hope he dies. Bittersweet....Work is going great. I love my job and talking to people all the time. I am a people person, thats for sure. I'm trying to figure out my life and whats going to happen next, but we never know. I'll have to go back to putting my faith in God and that he'll lead me the right way. Claire is turning 3 on June 9th. I can't believe that I'll have been a Godmother for 3 years already. It goes by so quick. Tommy just turned 1, my little baby boy. Its crazy to think that a year ago he was in the hospital fighting for his life and now he's walking around, thats incredible. SCAMP starts the 19th, thats going to be fun. I love working with the kids. Saturday I'm taking Dan to my Aunt Tracie's to meet the family. I'm scared but it'll be okay, as long as he knows how to play poker, we're good. I hope this lasts, we're doing good so far. I got over my stage where I flip out and think everything is going wrong and just want out of the relationship, now I'm thinking rationally so all is well in EmmaLand. Oh, and I am in love with my hair. I finally got it back to my natural color which is amazing. I'm very very very pleased with it. 2 weeks from Saturday I get my Black Belt, I'm incredibly excited. Its going to be sooooo amazing. My show that I'm putting together is pretty sweet if you ask me. So I'm working my ass off at school, karate and work. Life, as I said, is hectic, but I can handle it.