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Dear You,
I'm sorry you thought that this wasn't going to work. I really want it to, I know that I do, somewhere. These past few weeks have been hard, but I promise they'll get better. My mind has been going crazy. To be honest, I wasn't sure for awhile. I know its a long way away, but if this works I'll be the happiest girl in the world. Honestly, we barely know eachother right now, but we can learn. Its hard for me to look at you without smiling or to think of you without missing you. I'm not sure whats going to happen, but whatever comes we can take it. I've given in to fate. I'll let her take me. If this is meant to be, it will happen. I have faith in these things, all will work out as its supposed to. You taught me to have patience, now its time to practice it. So much is going on, we just need to relax. Slow down. Don't worry so much. If something doesn't feel right, we'll talk about it. I don't want this to be confining, I want this to be fun and happy. I need to give us a chance, its the most I can do. I'm pretty sure that I love you, its hard for me sometimes to realize it. I threw that emotion away for some time. I don't want this to be for nothing, if anything we'll have grown a lot.
And for the record, You are my saving grace.
~EM~ Don't assume, ask me if you have questions.