the result of last night's breakdown
I hate waking up in the morning
I hate that I miss your face
I can’t even remember what you look like anymore
I hate living here, everything reminds me of you
I just need to get away
The hallways at school reek of your memory
The roads scream your name
I can’t get away from you
Every night I pray that you’ll call, that just one more time I’ll hear you say
“Sweet dreams Hunny Bunny”
I can’t sleep
I can’t eat
And I know you don’t care
I’m sorry that I can’t let go
Believe me
I TRIED
I don’t enjoy seeing your face in my mind
I don’t enjoy dreaming about you
But I know you don’t care
And that you hate me
And never want to see me again
I don’t enjoy remembering everything we did together
I hate still having your number on my speeddial
I hate the necklace you gave me
But I can’t get rid of it.
I hate you
I hate your memory
I hate this feeling
I can’t stand not moving on
But its not your fault
I’m sorry
Its just me.