this week
this week has been good and bad. MEAPS were horrible, but we got an hour lunch and I had fun driving all my friends around. It funny to see 3 heads in your rearview mirror when really there should only be two. I've been sick since Tuesday, dizziness, stomach yuckiness, tired, its bad. I did my homework for AP Euro, proud of myself for that one. Yesterday I dropped a heavy metal ramp that you puts cars up on, on my big toe. Cracked the nail in half and now I'm gonna miss my toenail, not to mention the fact that I'm bleeding to death through my toe. But last night Dan and I went up to STIX and that made me happy. I feel like crap today, I'm skipping karate, I have to work, but Dan said "I love you" first this morning when we were on the phone, so I think I might live. I can't wait fro Spring Break, but I have to spend the ENTIRE time at my Aunt's house. But I get to see my Goddaughter and nephew, so that makes it all worthwhile. I think I'm losing weight again, yey! Maybe I'll be skinny for once in my life. I really want to write but I can't bring myself to do it. Every time I do I just keep thinking about him and all I write about is him. I want him to go away, but its hard when I have him on my mind all the time and keep dreaming about him. I will get through this. Life is better, still hard, but better.