in foreign territory
So under normal circumstances, or even abnormal ones, I tend to be cool, grounded, collected. Worrying is not usually my thing. Stress does happen for like papers and stuff. Usually comes and then bursts and then goes away, kind of. Now, with leaving Trier by Saturday probably, leaving Germany in August,getting ready for unknowns when I return to Florida...what happens....drama. EEEeweeewwww I really don´t like drama. What could cause such a thing in my life? My aunt. I am supposed to be meeting with her in NY: If she even bothers picking me up from the airport. Now all of a sudden anxiety of the useless unhealthy kind enters my life. YUck. So its foreign territory. and then I found out i messed up two sections of my final exam for one of my German classes. However, tonight is the last night I am meeting up with people from the Christian fellowship here in Trier. That will be good. The theme they came up with and that I find hysterical:
Pimp My Life- Let God make something new out of your life
That is fun. The group has been awesome. It is has been good for me to be in a more humbling role there and let myself be a guest. Other than that I need some time set aside for just hanging out with God. casting my anxiety on Him. Letting Him calm me down and stop making mountains out of molehills. My aunt isn´t nice and she doesn´t like me but she is just human. She is only one person. As much as she would like to have control over my life she really doens´t so I shouldn´t react so strongly to her. With God´s help I won´t. As the Bible says:
greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world
Amen to that
Pimp My Life- Let God make something new out of your life
That is fun. The group has been awesome. It is has been good for me to be in a more humbling role there and let myself be a guest. Other than that I need some time set aside for just hanging out with God. casting my anxiety on Him. Letting Him calm me down and stop making mountains out of molehills. My aunt isn´t nice and she doesn´t like me but she is just human. She is only one person. As much as she would like to have control over my life she really doens´t so I shouldn´t react so strongly to her. With God´s help I won´t. As the Bible says:
greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world
Amen to that