IM TIRED!!!!!
OMFG.......I'm so tired, yet everytime I go to lay down and go to sleep I just cant. I lay there and stare at the ceiling, and get crazy bored then just decide to get up anyways. I have also been feeling sick to my stomache alot lately. I'm getting kind of nervous. Im going to call my dr and try to get in to see him tomorrow hopefully. Cross your fingers for me. With my autoimmune It really could be just about anything. And considering I just got over strep even though the only other person that had it was Megan and she lives 1600 miles away, who knows what it could be. I have been watching alot of baby shows recently, I dont really know why but they seem to be calling to me. I hope i'm not pregnant. I cant handle a baby right now. even though I know the father would help me. But since I dont beleive in aboration and WILL not do adoption I am having a bit of a breakdown. OMG. That would explain alot. i just started crying. I guess I should go Ill keep you posted on what the dr says.