Terrified
Despite the fact that I technically don't work Mondays, I went in today to meet with new person and continue trying to finalize PSR.
Finally left @2:30 for soccer match, but once I got to tavern just totally wasn't feeling it....finished drink, went to groceries, then home.
I can't believe Friday is my last day. I can't believe I have nothing lined up after that. I'm so fucking terrified and broke....
And the crazy from meds doesn't help....I can't even tell if people are mad at me or spoiling for a fight generally or if everything is fine....
This sucks