I don't understand...
He said he wanted me to be "happy" and have my "popularity" so he let me go. I don't understand why that would make him let go, but that's what he did - and it hurt. He doesn't understand now why I don't want him like I did, but he wasn't there for me when I needed him most. He tends to repeat that he "let me go so I would have friends", again, I don't understand why him leaving would help me make friends? I made friends on my own, none of his help was needed, I just happened to have classes this year with friendly people. Now, he gets all pissed off and flustered when I go out with Vinny. Excuse me, but when I need someone to talk to, or to get my mind off things, Vinny is there, and he isn't. He's threatened by him, and that's just sad. He seems threatened by Holly too, for what reason, I'm not sure. I won't lie, I'm getting along just fine without him in my life - but he thinks I have deep down feelings I wont admit to. I'm not sure anymore.. I'm just tired of these games.
Sorry, that was just on my mind. Ooh, and I forgot to mention, dad took another loan on my car, so I took some money too. I got my hair streaked. blonde and red... well, almost. You see, my hair was REALLY blonde before, so the red went over some of the blonde pieces... red streaks... no... purple streaks, however, are what I found myself with. They're a "wine" color... or Barney purple, depending how who you talk to *cough* andie *cough*
The South Side Irish parade is on Sunday.. I'm debating whether to go or not.. it'd be awesome concidering I don't have school Monday. The South Side Irish parade is a parade, howevre, it's basically drinking from dawn til night. I'm still waiting for someone to go with. I asked Holly, but she hasn't gotten back to me yet.
I'm so bored right now... I wanna go out somewhere. After school tomorrow I think I'm going to Xando again with Holly and Elisa. That'd be awesome... Ok. So bored again. Someone wanna IM me? AlexisS1084 (aol/aim) Come talk to me. K?
Sorry, that was just on my mind. Ooh, and I forgot to mention, dad took another loan on my car, so I took some money too. I got my hair streaked. blonde and red... well, almost. You see, my hair was REALLY blonde before, so the red went over some of the blonde pieces... red streaks... no... purple streaks, however, are what I found myself with. They're a "wine" color... or Barney purple, depending how who you talk to *cough* andie *cough*
The South Side Irish parade is on Sunday.. I'm debating whether to go or not.. it'd be awesome concidering I don't have school Monday. The South Side Irish parade is a parade, howevre, it's basically drinking from dawn til night. I'm still waiting for someone to go with. I asked Holly, but she hasn't gotten back to me yet.
I'm so bored right now... I wanna go out somewhere. After school tomorrow I think I'm going to Xando again with Holly and Elisa. That'd be awesome... Ok. So bored again. Someone wanna IM me? AlexisS1084 (aol/aim) Come talk to me. K?