the six-letter alphabet
It seems to have been a good long while since I've paid much (if any) attention to this journal. Mostly this is due to the fact that all of my good friends have either: a. deleted their account entirely, or b. haven't written anything in over two years. I probably should have been one of those people too, but for some reason I feel a strong need to fritter away my time somehow on the interweb and I despise myspace, so here I am. Of course I'm writing in here assuming that no one will actually read this and so i'm basically just going to ramble for a paragraph or two and be done with it.
It feels like I never left school, there was no summer. Part of my reasoning behind these feelings is that four out of my six teachers I've had at least once or twice before.
I've toyed with the idea of studying abroad for a couple of years now, every single person I've ever talked to (really EVER) who has studied abroad has said the same thing (DO IT!) perhaps they might be on to something. Money is always an issue though, isn't it? I don't really have any qualms with being in debt for several years as long as it's worth it, the question I'm asking myself is how deeply in debt do I really want to be at this point in my life? I know there are several means of financial aide out there, but I don't know how I'm going to find the time to get my shit together and actually actively pursue them. The way things are looking as far as my DARS report goes...I'm probably not going to graduate next spring as I had hoped (sixth year seniors are the coolest).
I want to have a halloween party this year, or at the very least go to one where everyone actually takes the time to dress up in some way. It seems like the last couple of years everyone has crapped out on the holiday altogether (wtf?).
Ok, I'm done rambling and now i'm off to kill more time in front of the glowing tv box (glowing movie goodness).
...
I'm bored.
It feels like I never left school, there was no summer. Part of my reasoning behind these feelings is that four out of my six teachers I've had at least once or twice before.
I've toyed with the idea of studying abroad for a couple of years now, every single person I've ever talked to (really EVER) who has studied abroad has said the same thing (DO IT!) perhaps they might be on to something. Money is always an issue though, isn't it? I don't really have any qualms with being in debt for several years as long as it's worth it, the question I'm asking myself is how deeply in debt do I really want to be at this point in my life? I know there are several means of financial aide out there, but I don't know how I'm going to find the time to get my shit together and actually actively pursue them. The way things are looking as far as my DARS report goes...I'm probably not going to graduate next spring as I had hoped (sixth year seniors are the coolest).
I want to have a halloween party this year, or at the very least go to one where everyone actually takes the time to dress up in some way. It seems like the last couple of years everyone has crapped out on the holiday altogether (wtf?).
Ok, I'm done rambling and now i'm off to kill more time in front of the glowing tv box (glowing movie goodness).
...
I'm bored.