Apr 01, 2005 22:41
Don't start out a relationship normal and get interesting, start out interesting and get crazy.--I don't remember who said that.
I'm pretty crazy. But not in the aforementioned way.
I feel very out-of-touch with everyone? Or like I'm losing touch with everyone? I donno, I really want to do something new. Change something. Go out...of reno.
My sister likes to yell at the news and it's funny. "he's old, he's not immortal, he's the pope!" (after hearing the news lady say something, in an oh-so-chipper voice, to the likes of "he's suffering greatly...but he's still alive!"
Last night I found the salad of death in my refrigerator. I think it had been in there at least a good three weeks (opened, mind you) I picked it up and a strange brown liquid dripped out onto the floor "AHH! NOO! WHYYEE?!?"...followed by the worst smell ever. My sister and I then proceeded to sift through the fridge and pull out all of the expired science projects we could find. We filled a small plastic grocery bag.
It was quite possibley the raunchiest smelling bag of garbage ever.
A guy rented a movie today titled "may I push your stool." I found that to be funny, and slightly disturbing, much like the movie I checked in titled "grannies"...I'll just let you ponder that one on your own.
Let me just say that right now in the ongoing battle between school work and my lazy deriere, the outlook is not so good. The immediate results are nice, but in the long run, not so good...
*looks at clock...12:15a.m.*
One year ago this day is when my father passed away. I think about everything that was going on at exactly this time last year...I remember it in great detail...and I'm glad that it was a year ago.
In going through the death of a parent and watching the other one go through the extreme pains of a full knee replacement, and being the youngest in my immediate family by about ten years, you gain some interesting insights on life.
Basically, to put it as simply as possibly:
the older you get the more complicated everything seems to become... relationships, finances, careers, health, etc. in other words, getting old sucks. If homework is your biggest problem right now, or maybe a big test you've got coming up, then you've got it pretty good. TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR YOUTH. I'm not saying be wreckless and stupid, just go out and live a little and don't stress so much over things that don't really matter. Fuck, I mean, you only live once, you can only be young once, you are young now, THIS IS IT. "yeah, so what are you gonna do about it?..."
I'm not trying to sound like it's some sort of ultimatum, as if you shrivel up into a vegitable at forty. Not at all. Maybe I'm just saying that right now none of us are being bogged down by long-term careers (you know, the kind that keep you in one place for thirty years) we can basically still do anything. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say exactly, I'm not sure how properly I worded that either, but at this point I don't care to revise it. I've never been very good at expressing myself.
"michael jackson will be played by edward scissorhands"
Conan is so great.