yes, a "pang". i am really excited for our little excursion to chicago. i am also fearful that i will get stressed and something will go wrong and i will be a bitch to everyone but that's a different story. i'm feeling really excited right now. i randomly have secured these mad hookups and it's going to be so fun.
i had the longest, weirdest weekend
. the relationship that is "becca + chris" has become entirely bizarre but so wonderful. we had some weird exchanges over the phone and i got typically becca-paranoid and stupid. i met up with him late last night, after a near-rape/abduction in rainbow foods. things were normal right away, and i was so glad to see him. seriously. i just think too much and it's about the stupidest shit.
anyway. our night was not atypical but for some reason everything was really funny last night. this morning we went to the mall as we both had specific items in which we were seeking. things were still funny today. HILARIOUS in fact.
ok, weirdweirdweirdweird, seriously, that's all i can say.
oh! and then last night at tatt's! a photocopied picture of claudia, jamie and cory, a rattier variety of a MOST WANTED sign, warning all employees of the tattoo shop to refuse service to these three 16-year-old, "bad girls". dramadramadrama, hilarity, etc. jamie's eyebrow piercing looks swell considering i typically hate eyebrow piercings. anyway. it was funny.
i need a few days to be antisocial and sober up from this... weird... shit that's going on with me.