Sep 09, 2003 13:00
this one is for the ladies who have their own freeze quotes to thrive upon... but not mine!
"hey... you gonna be around? it's story time [and the plot is i almost got date-raped by an asshole who insults my integrity, my body and my intelligence but i'm such a fucked up badass that i'm going to let him fuck with me anyway]. ::sniffle::"
i just read a socrates-meno text for my philosophy course and it's something i wish i had read in spreeman's class. as much as i adore this professor (... of course i do), the class itself isn't entirely fulfilling. no matter where i sit i manage to hear, "that fag is so obnoxious, he doesn't know shit about life" and "ugh, but how does christianity fit into this? i hate this class". i have been immersing myself in the texts and notes but it seems to be futile as there is no one to discuss it with in rational terms.
"WANTED: three hot guys, must be able to watch chick flicks even when the game is on. tight butts, beautiful eyes, no smoking. flower deliveries are an absolute must. not afraid to waste money.must be popular and well-liked. apply within - not all applicants will qualify. if you do not meet requirements, see the girls across the hall [which is a blatant diss but we're going to justify it by adding] - they're cool as heck too!"
i finally met up with the assistant dean of the JMAC school. he loves me, i'm not sure why. the first thing he said was, "i hope you don't angry with me saying this, but you're impatient, aren't you?" he was laughing, and it was meant to be complimentary. i got a few questions answered and he referred me to the dean of the fine arts department. by the end of our meeting, he basically told me that i was too advanced and motivated for this school, and that i just have to be patient. he was acting as though he was going to pull a bunch of strings for me but everything he mentioned is totally doable without his aid. i'm not sure why he would deter me from doing everything i want to do when it can be done with a little time and persuasion... oh wait, maybe because the school won't be getting as much money from me.
"this is going to sound really weird [awkward, ear piercing laugh] but when i get sad or depressed, i go online and order a lot of goth lingerie."
talked to holden. he's doing full-time work at huntington learning center in woodbury - i don't know what that's all about - but he's moving into the house his sister lives in and going to the U next semester. he said he hated it here because of all the "weirdos" which struck me as a little ironic and humorous. i figure if holden can successfully transfer, then i can too. what with me being too advanced and motivated and everything.
"flis found a naked girl in the boys' bathroom of his floor. i wonder how she got there... did i mention that flis 'found' her?" "GOD I HELP A DRUNKEN GIRL OUT AND I'M A RAPIST WTF!"
did i mention i really like ryan's friends? i'm going to miss him a lot when he leaves... which is sunday! #)$&)@*&$! i don't know what i'm going to do. i won't get to see EATF anymore. what the eff! maybe i should transfer to grand view to be kenny's only friend...
"i saw that! he just grabbed her nipple! dude! you're the MAN!"
the art classes suck here, i'm told, and i'm not surprised. but i couldn't even get into any of them, so i'm still 230478234 pre-reqs away from taking any art classes i'd actually enjoy -typography, graphic design 1, etc. in the meantime, i'm going to make a concerted effort to stop watching so much shitty mind-deteriorating TV and work on a layout. i haven't touched photoshop in forever. and i want a digital camera of my own. and i want to magically learn HTML/CSS all over again. by golly i AM too motivated! ha.
it is now time to listen to nerds argue about THE MATRIX.