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just when i thought i did it, i realisised, i haven't.
“你的人，已把他放下，但是，你的心，还没。“
i guess that is what is going on.
i guess, i fell too deeply. and this time round, i really got no one, to help me out of the hole.
its like, im in this situation:
"This is really annoying but hey this is the state I am currently on. This is like suicide, waiting for someone to love you back. Craving for his attention and time. Allowing him to swoop you off your feet by just doing nothing.
Pathetic, maybe but you can't just teach your heart to stop beating for that person. My heart had a mind on its on. You can't just control it to like someone else.
I don't even understand myself why I took this road. All I know is when he's near I feel butterflies on my stomach and I see the birds and the bees."
i think i ought to stop listening to kiss the rain, but its like one of the songs which can actually makes me concentrate on whatever i'm doing. and i'm kinda addicted to the song. yes, addicted to a song which made me cry.
i got so much to say, but i don't know who to speak to, even if i do, i have no idea where to start.
why can't you still be there, and always listen to me. you are the only one that i know, that can understand things that i say, which don't really make sense, cause i talk without sequence at times.
i know i need to stop crying, but i just can't control myself. there is no one to comfort me. and that really sucks.
“你的人，已把他放下，但是，你的心，还没。“
i guess that is what is going on.
i guess, i fell too deeply. and this time round, i really got no one, to help me out of the hole.
its like, im in this situation:
"This is really annoying but hey this is the state I am currently on. This is like suicide, waiting for someone to love you back. Craving for his attention and time. Allowing him to swoop you off your feet by just doing nothing.
Pathetic, maybe but you can't just teach your heart to stop beating for that person. My heart had a mind on its on. You can't just control it to like someone else.
I don't even understand myself why I took this road. All I know is when he's near I feel butterflies on my stomach and I see the birds and the bees."
i think i ought to stop listening to kiss the rain, but its like one of the songs which can actually makes me concentrate on whatever i'm doing. and i'm kinda addicted to the song. yes, addicted to a song which made me cry.
i got so much to say, but i don't know who to speak to, even if i do, i have no idea where to start.
why can't you still be there, and always listen to me. you are the only one that i know, that can understand things that i say, which don't really make sense, cause i talk without sequence at times.
i know i need to stop crying, but i just can't control myself. there is no one to comfort me. and that really sucks.