I feel You in my heart.
Driving home knowing that you did not waste the day brings a good feeling.
You saw many friends. You ate great food. You enjoyed good coffee and way too much whipped cream. You had a good waiter and tipped him well for his service. You had a great barista who has seemingly become a friend. You felt good and by the comments of others, apparently looked good. You read blogs and books and were inspired. You journaled, even if only for a short while. You talked. More importantly, you listened. You lauged much, and only teared up once during a very random heartwarming episode of Darma and Greg. You realized that friends mean more to you than almost anything. You remember that "the night life is just not for me, cause all I really need are a few good friends". You remember and realize that doing nothing but enojoying each other's company is really okay. You were reminded that there is a guy out there for you.
Most of all, at the end of the day when you no longer had friends around you, you were still at peace with yourself. You still had joy and peace. That confidence that had come and felt so wonderful, then vanished for a moment, now returned.
Life goes on. Life is good.
Jesus gives life. Friends enhance life a great deal.
I need to focus more on the moment I'm in. The typing of these words. My finger's moving across this keyboard. The uncomfortable feeling in my back and legs. The warmth of the blankets on my bed. Talking to a friend on AIM. The way my eyes are blinking slower, as if to remind me how tired I am.
Small goals:
Get things done (mostly homework) (but also talk to teachers about being gone, make a hair appointment, get ahead in homework).
Read more books and blogs that inspire me.
Journal.
Be more creative and let it flow.
Take more photographs.
Print out more photographs.
Listen to people.
Love everyone.
Smile.
Slow down and enjoy life*
You saw many friends. You ate great food. You enjoyed good coffee and way too much whipped cream. You had a good waiter and tipped him well for his service. You had a great barista who has seemingly become a friend. You felt good and by the comments of others, apparently looked good. You read blogs and books and were inspired. You journaled, even if only for a short while. You talked. More importantly, you listened. You lauged much, and only teared up once during a very random heartwarming episode of Darma and Greg. You realized that friends mean more to you than almost anything. You remember that "the night life is just not for me, cause all I really need are a few good friends". You remember and realize that doing nothing but enojoying each other's company is really okay. You were reminded that there is a guy out there for you.
Most of all, at the end of the day when you no longer had friends around you, you were still at peace with yourself. You still had joy and peace. That confidence that had come and felt so wonderful, then vanished for a moment, now returned.
Life goes on. Life is good.
Jesus gives life. Friends enhance life a great deal.
I need to focus more on the moment I'm in. The typing of these words. My finger's moving across this keyboard. The uncomfortable feeling in my back and legs. The warmth of the blankets on my bed. Talking to a friend on AIM. The way my eyes are blinking slower, as if to remind me how tired I am.
Small goals:
Get things done (mostly homework) (but also talk to teachers about being gone, make a hair appointment, get ahead in homework).
Read more books and blogs that inspire me.
Journal.
Be more creative and let it flow.
Take more photographs.
Print out more photographs.
Listen to people.
Love everyone.
Smile.
Slow down and enjoy life*