The summary of summer

May 31, 2007 23:14

This summer has been the best summer of my life ^_^
Its a heavy claim, but I guess it can be only as true as the fact that I am alive.

Speaking of which, life... how time flies by so quickly. I am now entering the fifth and hopefully the final year of my studying in AdMU. I haven't had a real summer for almost 4 years straight, but this last summer was the real deal.

This summer, I had the best OJT. I found a "job" that allowed me to just be myself, to contribute my skills, to learn and improve my lackings... but the best quality of ANTs (my ojt company) is the goal of our project. Our desire was not driven by money, by deadlines or by distinction. Our desire to finish the 200 hours was not built on the fear of not finishing those 200 hours. Rather our desire was to finish the project because our project was an inch closer to the goal of Nation Building...

I am honored and happy to having been of service...

Here is the something you can look at to better understand what I'm talking about:
http://geocities.com/admu_ant

Secondly, this summer I felt that time was in my hands. I could do whatever I had to do. I mostly what ever my heart passions to do. I trained like crazy and still is. I feel that destiny is both a pre-destined set of moments and something that you create at the same time. I can't explain it... but believe me, from where I'm standing, everything has fallen into place. All my fears, my questions of uncertainty... get erased one by one each day. Because everything, as in everything is falling into place.

I am happy, yet again afraid of the struggles I see on the horizon. It's both a curse and a gift, I can somehow tell what the future brings, I can somehow predict the consequences of my actions and all other external factors that bring about the twists and turns of life. It's true, I am afraid. But fear has lost its place in my heart, for my heart is filled with God's courage.

As always, HUSS!!!

I hope things go smoothly for the coming sem. For now, I move on.
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