...meh...

[fei_angeli_bei]

I don't...know what to think...and I don't know what to say.

He's gone...but he's not gone? It's so strange. I miss him...but I don't miss how he came back. Does that make sense?

I want him to be happy.

I want Joulaim to be happy too.

I want Jalireth not to be upset.

I want Saint not to be so sad.

I think I just want to cry.

I'm going back to snuggle Ellen just a little more.