We did good:
Well, court kinda went good, I got there at 11am and sat untill about 11:05 and John never showed up so the judge said everything is the same as before. He still owes 29 thousand in back support and in sted of paying 60 dollars a week it is now 80 dollars a week and in order for him to take me back he is to start all over and refile and higher another laywer. Ha,ha,ha.. Serves him rigt to do this, I know it was not about the support it was he was hoping to see the kids. I know he was hoping on me bringing them with me but that would never happen and I think he knows that now.
Rick and I have been getting along much better sence I kinda told him how I feel about his additude twards his car and all that he has to put into it.
I like getting along and having a good time with him and making me feel like he realy loves me and wont hold back when it comes to his feelings. even though I know that is hard for him. I just wish he could get over what ever it is that is holding him back. I just don't know what else to do to help him with that. he wants to live together just to see if it would work but that makes me feel like I am not good enough in some way, I love him very much but I realy don't know how much more I can take of this. I want to stay with him but I feel like he wants everything but forever, I can't live like that, I just can't. I hope everyone is doing well and having a good week, if not I wish it goes better. I love everyone and may Gog Bless you all. Tracy
Rick and I have been getting along much better sence I kinda told him how I feel about his additude twards his car and all that he has to put into it.
I like getting along and having a good time with him and making me feel like he realy loves me and wont hold back when it comes to his feelings. even though I know that is hard for him. I just wish he could get over what ever it is that is holding him back. I just don't know what else to do to help him with that. he wants to live together just to see if it would work but that makes me feel like I am not good enough in some way, I love him very much but I realy don't know how much more I can take of this. I want to stay with him but I feel like he wants everything but forever, I can't live like that, I just can't. I hope everyone is doing well and having a good week, if not I wish it goes better. I love everyone and may Gog Bless you all. Tracy