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Good day today, 'till civics. There was a pink elephant in the room that everybody chose to ignore, creating quite a strain on things. And the problem is that I put him there, but I don't think he'll go away--despite my best attempts with peanuts and mice. *sigh* He's going to keep crushing things...
Anyway, enough speaking in riddles. Here's one I'm giving to you to get a response. Two, actually, each with more than one answer.
Why is it that things that work in theory fail to actually work?
and
Shouldn't the exception to the exception be the standard?
20 mins later:-----edit-----
who would've thought that a thoughtless comment and a conversation with a guy that i really couldn't care less about would screw me up so badly?
I'm thinking it's just brought everything to a head.
i can just about put my finger on it, too. But i'm afraid, because if i do it'll just prick me and then on top of everything else, i'll have an open wound to deal with.
and crap, you know what? all i want(ed) is a date to homecoming. i'm sick of being so frickin' alone at those things... but that wish in itself creates more problems than i have the emotional capacity to solve right now.
I hope you have a pleasant evening. I hope i can get to sleep.
5.20AM-----edit-----
Keep in mind that I over-react professionally.