suddenly the sky is falling. could it be it's too late for me?

[feeny_say_what]

uhhh.
i'm starting to get that feeling that i suck at life again.
especially since,
everytime i meet new people or whatever,
i'm so not myself, and way quiet.
everyone that knows me well, knows im definetley not quiet.
not quiet, at all.
i don't know, maybe it was just a bad week.
ATTN, new people:
don't give up on me. I'll come around eventually.

well,
on the bright side of things,
i was in a good mood for like 3 weeks straight.
that's a record ever since alex left.
hoo rah.

this past week,
friends have been lacking with the phone calls.
get on it, gayfos.
4980389.

smith----don't forget, you penciled me in for next weekend. i miss you, a lot.
dumb shit----i need to know if youre positive the banquet is this saturday.
bissell----find a weekend, make it mine. any weekend but this coming one.
jennifer lee----where have you been? it's been like a week since we've sexxed.
hahaha.

oh,
and again on the brighter side of things...i guess...
i listen to a lot of different music again...
no more "emo isolation" haha.
kenny chesney, even. he's been missed.
whatever.

cool for random and boredom-induced updates.