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[feeny_say_what]

Awesome start to the weekend.
The following people make me happy. Some more than others, but they all make me happy!-----
MY FAVORITE PEOPLE:Sara Smith. Jess Fee. Kim Anderson. Amy Martin. Cera Koenig. Kelsey Rhiner. Chelsea Smith. Dieter Darshell/Alex Gosien. Jennifer Lee. Virginia Long. Danny Jamin. Ashley Bissell. Josh Baloooo. David Kelly.

Comments

[nouseforaname85]

not on the list..oh well :-(

[feeny_say_what]

I never talk to you anymore, or get asked to hang out anymore.
Would that make me happy?
It doesn't bother you that we don't even talk anymore,
so why would it bother you that youre not on a stupid list on my LJ?
When we actually talked and hung out you were in like every journal entry, away message, etc.
None of us really talk anymore.
But I don't know why I have to defend myself,
I'm not the one with the car that can go see anybody whenever he gets a chance. It just happens that you only visit and hang out with Jennifer when you get the chance.

You know my screenname. You've seen my myspace. You comment my livejournal. You have my number. If you want to hang out, you've got plenty of ways of reaching me. It's basically a lost cause when I ask to hang out or say anything about it, cause it doesn't happen anymore. So when you guys want to hang out, tell me.

♥...still.

[nouseforaname85]

its a thing called work...but oh well!

[feeny_say_what]

Which is way I said that when you HAVE A CHANCE you're only with Jennifer. And that's your choice not mine so if you want to hang out and be included on bullshit livejournal lists that tells who makes me happy, do something about it becuase i have no control over it.

[nouseforaname85]

im not complaining that im not on the list anyways...and amanda it goes two ways..You have a phone dont you...yes you do...When i get my chances of free time of coarse its going to be with jennifer...For goodness sakes i;m training to be a manager and i dont have a lot of chances anyways...Im over bullshit drama...BYE

[feeny_say_what]

if you want your free time to be with jennifer, then you wouldnt be on some fucking list that makes me happy anyway. think about it. duh.

and i agree. im over bullshit drama too. but you know what's weird? now that i never see you and jennifer at the same time, or you at all, there is no drama im involved in, and i hang out with people that make me feel happy like i was before my other best friend moved. maybe it's better with you being a dick like this.

but whatever, i guess it was all bullshit. that blind mice shit and all that. i dont even care anymore. maybe youll come around, maybe not. either way, im done.

fucking happy two months.

no loss...just up from here

[nouseforaname85]

I'm being a dick b/c you think everything is about amanda...well you have no idea what jenn and I have been through b/c you dont give a shit..Well GUESS WHAT...I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE EITHER....I am just gonna drop out of the picture..you can hang out with jennifer anytime you want. I dont care but you really need to stop treating people like shit b/c you think they neglect you! But for you to be a bitch and blame it all on me isnt cool..Im done with some people...and your in that Some People! BYE AMANDA
AND YES I HAD A FUCKING HAPPY TWO MONTHS....and YO U CALLING DIDNT MAKE IT BAD AT ALL..

Re: no loss...just up from here

[feeny_say_what]

i don't know where all this "everything about amanda" shit is coming from, but that's almost stupider than everything else you've said. and no, i don't know what you and jennifer are going through becuase no one tells me and its not like it helps to ask, becuase still, no one will tell me. and you don't know what jennifer and i have been going through clearly, if youre saying this shit

Re: no loss...just up from here

[nouseforaname85]

ok..if your over jennifer then why tell her you love her? Sounds fucked up to me..but im not going to be mean to you..you have plenty of problems without me giving you crap...oh and trust me i know what you and jenn have been going through but maybe its best yall arent best friends after all she does have a shit load of friends also...OH WELL STOP TALK TO ME AND WHAT NOT IM DONE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! p.s. i dont really care if im being mean..im over it!

Re: no loss...just up from here

[feeny_say_what]

Who says you were being mean?
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i didn't say i'm over jennifer.

i said if things continue to go the way they have been, i'm over jennifer and i being best friends.

i'll never be over being friends with jennifer and loving her. and she knows that, i've told her.

and the only way it would be best if jennifer and i aren't friends, is if jennifer doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. becuase what jennifer wants in this situation, is what's best. it doesn't matter to me anymore. if she doesn't, i'll get over it eventually. but i don't hold grudges and i'll always love her. so whatev. and i do love jennifer, that's why i say it.

I'm pretty sure you and i not being friends may be best in this situation. If you're the kind of person who throws away a friendship over a livejournal entry, I'm pretty sure that's only a sign of more problems to come.

p.s. Your away message is really cute. "Amandas a fagot!" For future reference, "fagot" is spelt FAGGOT.