Fucked up week
I really think this is a super bad yr for me. To think 2006 was bad.. now it's only just the beginning of 2007 and it's already damm fucked up. First the quarrels, second a super disturbing news @ workplace. WAH KAOZ eh.. what's so bloody wrong with my luck nowadays.. I don't believe it.
Got to know this girl at @ home last weekend. Some friend of Marilyn. And she is seriously one of the most fucked up person i've ever known man. Man... this girl has issues. I don't know to the extent how ppl value their friendships but backstabbing your 'supposedly close friend' in front of me and the gang is a big no no for me, especially when that girl u are backstabbing happens to be my closest friend. Freakin testing my loyalty man. Mention to this about Marilyn and asked her why is still sticking to her when it's apparent that she's so screwed up and Marilyn told me she has known all along that the girl has issues and she doesn't like it also but she wants to try to help her. Now this, i take my hats off her. She is one of the only person i know whom is that patient to everyone she knows, even if she doesn't like that person. Something that i can never learn, cuz it's usually all written over my face when i totally dislike someone. Y bother to be nice? Seriously, sometimes i think the world is really full of these kind of fucked up ppl, backstabbers, two headed snakes, boot lickers, ppl who pretends to be nice when they want something back from you or want something from you but once they get back what they want, forgets whatever they have said to you and just want to throw u at the back of their head. Can you even blame me for being nasty and giving a fucked up attitude to those sort of person?? I seriously don't think so.
Anyway, other then that small little bump that night, i totally enjoyed myself at Home last weekend!! Round 2 at Marilyn's place after that First time going for a phy trance party and it rox!!! Never had i once party all the way till 12 in the afternoon and it sure was a good feeling!! And i finally also got to meet up with Danny :) Really sweet guy. Felt the constant connection between him and Marilyn and i am so happy for the both of them. Kind of envious too. Had the same feeling once before and though nothing came out of it in the end, i'm glad and thankful i've experienced the same kind of connection with a guy once before. So no regrets there. Glad that Marilyn took the plunge. Hope it will work out for them both too!! =D hehehe i still waiting for my chance to be jie mei man.. don't know when will it happen though since the 6 of us are quite hopeless when it comes to the marriage topic.