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i had a miscarriage a few weeks ago.
baby is gone, never even found out how far along i was.
i don't really want to detail it, it sucked, i could not stop crying.
as hard as it would have been to have 3 babies, i could have done it, it would have been fine.
i was crushed. to say the least.
that's about all i want to say about it.
ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND
rick's dad lost the election.
no cushy job. no job at all.
so lets recap the past few months here.....
rick on his drinking binge, give him another chance.... more drinking.... break up with rick.
yay now i'm a single mom.
pregnant. 3rd time.... only knew for a week - miscarriage. alone.
the only thing that would have VASTLY improved the quality of life for my kids - a cushy nation job........ gone.
christ.... and i'm still in one piece.
baby is gone, never even found out how far along i was.
i don't really want to detail it, it sucked, i could not stop crying.
as hard as it would have been to have 3 babies, i could have done it, it would have been fine.
i was crushed. to say the least.
that's about all i want to say about it.
ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND
rick's dad lost the election.
no cushy job. no job at all.
so lets recap the past few months here.....
rick on his drinking binge, give him another chance.... more drinking.... break up with rick.
yay now i'm a single mom.
pregnant. 3rd time.... only knew for a week - miscarriage. alone.
the only thing that would have VASTLY improved the quality of life for my kids - a cushy nation job........ gone.
christ.... and i'm still in one piece.