Bleh
I let my mother know of my plans and she flipped. Crying, yada yada. Damn. I thought it would be fun to have some support but she's more concerned I'll fail and won't have money and this and that. I mean, well, thanks for believing in me. Well, she is my Mother, she'll worry. Once I have a more stable job, I can get my life in track, finish school, and do something with my life.
Though I felt selfish when I was rambling this. How dare I want to improve instead of put up with it anymore. Or that they used to work way harder than I do now.
Whatever.
She doesn't know about Dono, my friend who is perhaps the most suppostive in all this. He wants to help me get better but he helps a lot. I almost feel like I am taking advantage so I have to just get used to people wanting to help me.
I wish he were here.
Though I felt selfish when I was rambling this. How dare I want to improve instead of put up with it anymore. Or that they used to work way harder than I do now.
Whatever.
She doesn't know about Dono, my friend who is perhaps the most suppostive in all this. He wants to help me get better but he helps a lot. I almost feel like I am taking advantage so I have to just get used to people wanting to help me.
I wish he were here.