Obligatory Post is Obligatory

Nov 16, 2010 17:01

This is for curlzandroses because she demanded I post about my life, my boyfriend, my feelings, etc. So it's going under a cut, because most people really just don't care.

So life right now is... stressful. I'm doing okay-ish in classes, but chemistry is destroying my life. It's kind of impossible, and it's about 10 times harder than the normal chem class. I'm really regretting taking honors, actually. I mean, I got a 5 on the AP Chem exam, but I just CANNOT. do this.

I don't want to go back for Thanksgiving break! I mean, I'm super excited to see curlzandroses and jsharia and all my other RL friends from home, but it's going to be super awkward between me and my parents. My cousin is coming over next Thursday, though, so I'm looking forward to that.

Honestly, I'd rather spend my Thanksgiving eating cup noodles and watching Gossip Girl in my room. Also, I am INSANELY worried about my boyfriend, who will be going, for privacy's sake, by the name of Mr. Gentleman Caller, as a tribute to the Glass Menagerie, which, by the way, kind of sucked, but had read-between-the-lines incest.

Right, so he and a bunch of my friends are all international students, so homeless as they will be for the week, they are going to New York. They have seemingly unlimited amounts of money to throw away on stupid things like this, and so. Their plan is to drink themselves into a stupor and roam on the darkened streets of Harlem, being generally unruly and uncivilized.

I cannot impress upon you how intensely worried I am that they are going to get into trouble. Let's go over why:

1. They're underage. They honestly can't just roam around drunk.
2. One has a fake ID. If they get caught, he's fucked.
3. It's HARLEM. It's probably more violent than Philadelphia, and that's saying a lot.
4. They have never been to New York in their lives, don't know their way around, and aren't exactly savvy on tricks of the trade.

My boyfriend's best friend from Lafayette campus is coming with them, and I've always been a bit worried about her. Putting it mildly, she's a giant whorebag and she likes my boy. Who knows what will happen when they're completely shit-faced? Obviously, I trust him with my life, but I really can't trust that she won't try to make a move. That's the least of my worries for now, though.

I'm going to make him promise to call me all the time. I honestly don't care if it's 4 in the morning, I need to know that he's safe at all times. That all of them are. I have a very limited impression of their responsibility. At least I know that my boyfriend is going to try to behave himself (for as long as he's sober, that is).

I promised myself I would start homework at 5, and I'm going to try to stick by that, so I'll leave the rest for later. Bye, lovelies!

real life, update

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