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I am writing something. It might be a book, I don't know yet. I just decided that I see all these things happening, and that if I'm not at least writing it down, there is no reason for me to see it and have thoughts about it. No one will ever see this *book.* I just need to.
Do not be depressed by the following. It is about my premonition of early death.
Here is what I want you to know if I happen to die:
Don't be sad. I'm not. I'm ok with it. Don't cry, don't blame yourself, unless you were the one who pulled the proverbial trigger, and don't speculate about how tragic it was or how untimely or how circumstances should have been different. It's really ok. I really don't mind.
I don't know when/if you are going to need to know this. But, just in case, I thought I should write it down.
I will be surprised if I make it to graduation. That's all.
Do not be depressed by the following. It is about my premonition of early death.
Here is what I want you to know if I happen to die:
Don't be sad. I'm not. I'm ok with it. Don't cry, don't blame yourself, unless you were the one who pulled the proverbial trigger, and don't speculate about how tragic it was or how untimely or how circumstances should have been different. It's really ok. I really don't mind.
I don't know when/if you are going to need to know this. But, just in case, I thought I should write it down.
I will be surprised if I make it to graduation. That's all.