not a good weekend~~~:'-(
Friday I came home right from school and my parents told me that pop-pop bud was dead, it hit me right then but I didnt cry that much but then me and sean decided to go into work (well I did he had to go either way) because I didnt want to be home alone for all of this to set in.. but as I was cleanin up at work I just couldnt stop thinkin about him being alone.. and I just ran to the back and started cryin uncontrolable.. but a lady at work told me just to let it out and of course I got a "colin hug" from my darlin colin and sean came around and a got a hug from him too.. I love him so much I dont kno what I would of done if he was with me that day. and good thing he stayed the night with me friday and sunday because I think him layin next to me stopped me from crying myslef to sleep like I did last night without him...
Saturday i went to the beach with Brandi and got super burnt!!! It didnt hurt till i got to work and colin called me a lobster (he was very close to be accurate) and fran and him diganose me and told me to rub the Dolles Aloe plant all of the burn (which was most of my body)But then we final closed up and sean and me drove home together and i had a peaceful sleep wiht him by my side...
Sunday i went to Assateague with my parents and Rick and Aunt Lisa.. we drove my dads DODGE and ricky took the tundra.. it was pretty fun, laid back but i had to leave sean in my bed alopne for a few hours before he had to go to work.. lol and i had to get up early and it was chilly at first then it got super hot but we brought an umbrella so it was comfortable...
And also Adam and Andrew went out of town this week so Sean was the next guy in line so he had to work doubles on Sat and sunday so i only saw him at work.. and the weird thing is how you can see some one frequently (at work) and still miss them... just not enough interaction to feel like i spent time with him... well hes stayin over tommorow night cuz i m not goin to schol on wednesday for my pop-pops furneral and hes goin with me im so glad hes very comforting so maybe i could keep my cool...................... doubtful
RIP~Pop-Pop Bud My last grandparent... now i have 4 guardian angels O:-)
I love you Sean~
(¨`·.·´¨)
`·.this time::what I want is you::.
* .::there is no one else (¨`·.·´¨)
who can take your place.:.:. .·`
*
Saturday i went to the beach with Brandi and got super burnt!!! It didnt hurt till i got to work and colin called me a lobster (he was very close to be accurate) and fran and him diganose me and told me to rub the Dolles Aloe plant all of the burn (which was most of my body)But then we final closed up and sean and me drove home together and i had a peaceful sleep wiht him by my side...
Sunday i went to Assateague with my parents and Rick and Aunt Lisa.. we drove my dads DODGE and ricky took the tundra.. it was pretty fun, laid back but i had to leave sean in my bed alopne for a few hours before he had to go to work.. lol and i had to get up early and it was chilly at first then it got super hot but we brought an umbrella so it was comfortable...
And also Adam and Andrew went out of town this week so Sean was the next guy in line so he had to work doubles on Sat and sunday so i only saw him at work.. and the weird thing is how you can see some one frequently (at work) and still miss them... just not enough interaction to feel like i spent time with him... well hes stayin over tommorow night cuz i m not goin to schol on wednesday for my pop-pops furneral and hes goin with me im so glad hes very comforting so maybe i could keep my cool...................... doubtful
RIP~Pop-Pop Bud My last grandparent... now i have 4 guardian angels O:-)
I love you Sean~
(¨`·.·´¨)
`·.this time::what I want is you::.
* .::there is no one else (¨`·.·´¨)
who can take your place.:.:. .·`
*